I am so broody recently
Like I just wanna marry ben and have his babies.
It’s not a realistic option. Plus I don’t want to have a human baby rip my insides out and change my body forever. Plus I can barely look after myself, let alone a baby. And I would resent having to work my ass off for 18 years to satisfy someone who isn’t me.
No babies for at least 5 years, I’ll be 28 then. if I’m even WITH someone in 5 years. Ben will probably get sick of me soon and realize it was all just a hasty mistake based on my excellent skills in bed. I may use this space to brag, but I’m the goddamn best in bed, ever.
Ben really pissed me off the other day before he’d even opened his eyes and got out of bed, because he agreed with his housemate that ‘isolation is key’ to picking up women. AKA you have to isolate them from their friends otherwise ‘women are stupid and listen to their friends’ and won’t go to bed with them. He then said ‘I isolated you when we went into the bedroom to to coke, that’s when i convinced you to come back with me’ I was so pissed off when he said that, I gathered my stuff to leave. First of all, I didn’t need convincing, or isolating. I talked to him at the party because he was standing near me, he struck up a conversation about my tattoo, then offered me a spliff. I actually talked to him because he handed me a spliff and it’d be rude to take something off someone without giving them a few minutes of my time.
Second of all, I absolutely beat him down on the ‘women are stupid’ comment. He fully apologized for that, which was good, because if he hadn’t have, I would have just left and never come back. I can’t believe his housemate thinks that way, although he basically goes on first dates all the time, fucks women then never calls them. He’s not interested in women because he thinks they’re inferior and “annoying”. Ben, his housemate Kai and I were playing Sega the other night and Kai made a comment about women, to which I said ‘Yes, how dare women ask for equal rights.’ And he shut the fuck up after that.
All in all, Kai pisses me off. He’s 29 and still acts like a kid. He gets WAY TOO FUCKED UP, like to the point of retardedness/danger where he offends everyone and falls on his face. He treats women like fucktoys, which probably pisses me off the most, because Sunny was like that, and remorseless. Men like that need to be castrated because they view people as either MEN or WOMEN. Before he even gets to know a woman, he won’t take her seriously because he sees women as conquests only, not equals. I really hate that. But he’s totally thick so probably no woman will ever see HIM as her equal, at least if her intelligence hovers slightly above ‘retarded’.