did a shitty 5 min drawing to test new markers i got in japan
copics were like ¥200!!!!! can you even, compared to bloody $13 each in australiaaaa —- i got so many replacementsssss, hnnnggg
I love this bloggi
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Had a shit day at work, barely eaten because I have no money. All I want is a huge spliff and for the thoughts in my head to go away.
So much negativity lately and it all comes from Ben. I can’t be the person he wants me to be. He’s always shouting at me and when he’s not, he’s ignoring me to chill on his own or hang out with other people. I just wish he would spend more time with me and actively date me. He makes me feel like I’ll never be good enough and he never talks to me about anything, and when I talk to him like trying to make conversation, sometimes he puts me down and implies I’m dumb, which I’m not.
I probably love him more than he loves me, which is why everything feels so fucking shit at the moment.